SURPRISE!

So TC and I found out that we will be having a baby! We go to the OB on the 6th for our first ultrasound of our little bean. We are thrilled and excited....but more terrified than ever! Neither of us our ready for a baby...but I guess they say you're never ready for a baby and when you think you are, you won't have one. TC and I haven't been together very long so it's a little scary. But we got this. TC is the greatest man I have ever been with. I don't know whether this is just because I'm pregnant or what...but every time I'm around TC, I get these butterflies. I would always get butterflies before but since I've been pregnant, these butterflies feel different. I'm only about 7 weeks pregnant, but can babies sense who their Daddy is even when you're 7 weeks? Because that's how these butterflies feel. I don't know. I love it when TC rubs my tummy and just has the grin from ear to ear on his face. We were out the other night at Ale House with some friends and I caught TC just staring at my tummy and smiling. He melted my heart. I absolutely love TC with all of my heart. I know this baby is scaring us and I know it's going to be harder than we think, but I know in my heart that God does things for a reason. He brought me TC after a terrible break-up to show me that I can be loved again and be loved for me and not anyone else...and God has brought us this baby for a reason. That reason, I don't know quite yet. I may never know the reason behind it. But I know God did it for a reason and I am thankful for that.

Now, it's 1 in the morning and being the kid at heart that I am, I'm going to finish watching Rugrats since Nickelodeon is the bomb.com and brought back 90's shows. It's a win-win in this house!

Also, please pray for TC and I that we can figure everything out financially. I recently had to quit my job due to too much stress so I'm going job hunting this week. Pray that I can find a stress-free job soon. TC and I need to either buy a house or rent an apartment as soon as possible. We're trying to get everything beyond ready for this baby as much as we can right now without going overboard. We need to get a place of our own and that's our top priority right now. So please pray for us :)

2 of 6 positive preggo tests ;D